Of Me, Myself

There’s so much to say about myself which sometimes I couldn’t figure it out as well.  People who have known me for very long don’t really understand me and they say that I am one very complicated person with many split personalities.  Some say that I am still in the midst of finding out about myself and developing my character.

Well, simple… I guess I’m just very complicated (till you know me better). That’s all.

If one can read somebody else like a book and totally understand that person, that person has to be God.  I doubt anyone on this earth can say that he 100% understand that person, knows what the person is thinking, can feel the person’s emotions maybe except for a small number of very sensitive and attentive parents towards their child.

I believe that all of us are different from inside out.  The appearance, the character, the way the person thinks, see, feel about a certain thing.  It’s like a barcode with many different combinations way complicated to a DNA imbued in everyone of us.  None of the 2 person on this earth share the same barcode combination. 

We are not barcode scanners, so it’s impossible to look at a person and know everything about a person. We are humans, each of us with an unique barcode in us.  It’s only from experience from many different people that we can learn and try to understand each other with that tiny amount of similarity of barcode combination, maybe even less than 1%.

I guess I have a very complicated barcode combination which sometimes changes a bit here and there.  It will take time for a person to understand me little by little and try to figure out which are the parts that changes from time to time.  Some people say that me being a Scorpio have very complicated character.  To make matter worst, I don’t behave like a Scorpio sometimes.  Anyway, who cares about horoscopes as all these are made up by some Roman gods and those meanings are being made up by someone who have nothing better to do… Haha.  Then comes mood swings which thankfully is not as bad as last time.  Don’t blame me for feeling sensitive towards overs and emo sometimes.  Well, no matter what, I still have to find the right balance in life although I have successfully overcome and learn to control my emotions and not let it sway out of control and take over my life.

No matter what, everybody with different barcodes and combinations are co-existing on this earth and must learn to tolerate and try to live with each another.  Live and let learn, it’s the answer to harmony.

`lush;-